I have been wondering just how many of you guys are still actively watching me. I know a few of you guys that still do. I'm wandering just how many of you do watch me out of the 210 watchers that I have? You don't have to comment on this, but maybe at least favorite this entry so I can see just how many of you guys are still with me. I know I got lost over on tumblr and work, well work is work. I feel like I draw less and less. Just not feeling like I no longer have the mental energy to draw anymore. However I have been writing a lot of stories for my OCs. Not sure if I want to post them since they do consist of my OCs interacting with cannon
You are alone
but think that you can handle it
Alone
After all these wasted years
you've become accustom to be on your own
you tried to change, but fail
all the time
But still have something to cling to
But then you loose it
your world breaks
and you shatter with it
beyond the ability to repair
or keep going on
and you realize you need someone
to help you
to comfort you
or just to be there
But I am alone
more lonely than ever before
I realize
Noone is there
noone cares
all I have is the pale light from the screen
all I have left
forming words or symbols :) :| :(
they are there for you
to care
to listen to you
to
I am a plus size woman.
I have curves that would make the autobaun quiver with XTC.
I have never worn a size small.
I have heard every fat joke in the book, written in the stars and thought up in a drinken binge.
I have cried at how they cut to my heart when though I laugh on the outside.
I am a plus size woman.
I have a naughty eyes that make men stop and stare.
I ache when its damp because my joints are worn from carrying around extra weight.
I take pain killers to forget my pain.
But not from my body.
I am a plus size woman.
I am sexy with out trying because I know how to move to music and flaunt the things other girls don't hav
Amongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Children play
Delightfully across
Every land,
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly specta
Cutting,
It's like a drug,
Your mind slows
And your heart speeds up,
And then switches its order,
While your heart beats faster you forget about everything else,
Everything that has happened to you,
Your mind is glued to pain on your arm or your leg,
And thats why its so hard to quit,
It helps relax the pain in your heart and mind